Wise Words for Writers: Quote unknown

My quote for the month.  I don’t know who said it, but it is worth repeating for anyone who is struggling against the tide to write – to do anything positive in their and with their life.

 

People too weak to follow their own dreams will always find a way to discourage yours.

 

I just thought you might like to know.

Avalon 1.12: Light Against the Darkness

            Three in the morning, the lights came on.  It looked like several spotlights and strong enough to cast light over the top of the hill and boulder.  The light was white and bright and made their campfire look pale and yellow.  Then they heard a repeated sound which Boston identified.

            “Some kind of energy weapon.”

            “But what are they shooting at?”  Everyone wondered and went to the top of the hill where they could lie down and peek over.

            “I don’t see anything,” Lincoln confessed.

            “They are firing at something,” Captain Decker said.

            “I can smell them,” Mingus turned to Alexis.  “Eldrich fire.”  He pointed at the dark night sky.  Alexis nodded and got out her wand.  Both she and her father let globes of light rise in the sky, out over that long open field.  At once, under that magical light, eight figures appeared.  One of them was almost in their faces, and Lockhart barely rolled and fired his shotgun in time.

            The ghoul was knocked off his feet, and left only a puff of smoke and a green stain where it had once been.

            “Looks like four, now three headed our way and the other four going after the Gott-Druk,” Roland said.  The humans were all squinting in the light from the shuttle.  It was like looking into high beam headlights..

            “I can’t see a thing,” Boston admitted.

            “Decker and Harper, go to the sides and down the edge of the field.  You should get a shot when they pass your position.”

            “Sir,” Katie said and scooted off.  Decker was already gone.

            “Like here, there is one out front and three following about a hundred yards behind.  Wait.  One stopped.”

            A thin black line stretched up from the ground and put out the eldritch lights.  Fortunately, that was all Lincoln needed to fire at the bottom of the line – at the origination point.  Alexis and Mingus quickly put up two more lights.  The ghouls who had blinked into invisibility came back into focus, at least for the elves.

            “The Gott-Druk appear to be turning their weapons on each other.” Roland shouted and at the same time, the lights on the shuttle shot to the ground.  Suddenly, they could see, and Lockhart pulled his pistol.  It was a long way, but he fired, twice.  The ghoul nearest the Gott-Druk collapsed, and the Gott-Druk turned again to fire on the three still coming on.

            All that while, Lincoln, Boston, Roland, Mingus and Lockhart had the distant battle in sight.  Alexis alone saw the ghouls drawing closer.  They all jumped when they heard the crack of the rifles, and sighed.  At least the threat against them was neutralized.

            They looked again in the distance.  For whatever reason, the energy weapons of the Gott-Druk did not appear to have any effect on the ghouls.  Lockhart was inclined to help them, but there was a sudden flash of terrifically bright light and the ghouls vanished altogether.  At least, so Mingus and Roland said.  Again, the humans squinted, rubbed their eyes and saw spots.  It felt like they just looked directly into a professional photographer’s heavy duty flash bulb.

            When it was over and he could see again, Lockhart stood.  Boston wanted to pull him back down for a second, but that would have been pointless.  Certainly the Gott-Druk now knew where they were.  Lockhart raised his hands like in surrender, but he held the pistol in his hand so it was more a position of truce.  Boston jumped up to walk beside him.

            “Boston!”  Lockhart only got the word out before Roland joined them as well and he changed his words.  “No one else!  Harper and Decker, stay where you are and cover.”  Somehow, those two had found some cover – bushes or boulder, so they were not easily seen.  Then Lockhart walked, Boston and Roland beside him.

            It was not many steps before three Gott-Druk came out from the other side to meet them in the middle.  They all stopped ten feet apart.  The first word from the Gott-Druk was telling.

            “You belong to the rebel.”  He pointed at Roland.  Apparently, the Gott-Druk had been informed that certain Little Spirits were under the special charge of the Kairos.

            “He is with us, not the rebel,” Boston said and quickly stepped in front of the elf.  He gently moved her back to his side.

            “The rebel sent these terrible demons to attack us.  You sent them.”

            “They attacked us as well.  I am sure you saw,” Lockhart said.

            “The ghouls do not belong to the rebel.”

            “Huh!”  One of the Gott-Druk huffed and turned to his companions.  He spoke in the Gott-Druk tongue assuming he would not be understood.  “These are not the one we are looking for.  They are useless to us.”

            “But maybe they are hiding the one.”  The first said.

            “I say we should kill them and move out.”  The second said.

            The speaker paused to consider before he turned to the travelers and spoke again in what he thought was their tongue.  “Where is the rebel?”

            Lockhart looked at Roland.  He was considering a lie when Boston perked up.  She checked the amulet and found the gate quite close,  That meant Wlvn had to have been moving to the south west as they circled around the forest to the northeast.

            “Northwest,” she said hastily.  “He said something about Thor’s hammer.”

            Lockhart changed tactics and thought hard about the Gott-Druk tongue.  “As for killing us,” he said in their language.  “You might not find that so easy.”

            The Gott-Druk said nothing as a man appeared in their midst.  He had a long, hook nose, a pointed chin and walked like one bent and broken, but with a subtle grace and fluid motions that belied his crooked looks.  They all knew it was Loki without the need for introductions.

            Loki shot to one side and stared at Lieutenant Harper.  He shot to the other side and stared at Captain Decker, and snarled.  He shot to the top of the hill and looked down on Lincoln, Alexis and Mingus who were holding the fort.  Mingus and Alexis immediately got up and went down the hill to begin to strike the camp.  Lincoln stayed where he was to watch,  Then Loki shot back to the three in the field and examined each one of them in turn.  He finally stopped moving in front of Lockhart.

            “I see no one in the southwest,” he said with a glance at Boston.  “But I see no one in the northwest either.  You don’t belong here.  Go away.”  He was not making a request.  He spun, then and stared at the three Gott-Druk.  “Forget these ones.  Find me the rebel.”  His words were as sharp as his looks, and he vanished.  The Gott-Druk were visibly shaken.  Boston, Roland and Lockhart would shake later.

            “As the Lord commanded, we are going away,” Lockhart said, and turned without a look back.  Boston and Roland were a bit behind, but caught up.  The Gott-Druk also turned and walked back to their vehicle. 

            When they reached the others on the hill, Lockhart sat down and appeared to let out his breath.  “We need to go, now,” he said.  Lincoln nodded and they went together  toward the fire to down their tents and saddle up. 

            Katie and Captain Decker returned at about the same time as the others, and no one noticed until Lincoln called out into the dark, “Alexis.”  There was no answer.  “Alexis.”  He tried a little more volume, but still did not see her.

            Boston looked to the horses and spoke in a hurry, “Her horse is gone, and Mingus’ horse, too.”

            “What?”

            “Their horses are already gone.”

            “Not again!”  Lincoln yelled at the sky.

            “What do you mean?”  Captain Decker did not get it right away.

            Lockhart explained.  “Mingus.  He feels he has lost his daughter, and now he thinks he might lose his son in the same way.”  He nodded at Roland and Boston.

            “No, I would never…” Boston stammered and looked at Roland.

            “I,” he did not know what to say.  “We are not talking that way.  We just get along that’s all.”

            “Yeah, that’s all,” Boston agreed with Roland’s statement even if everyone knew that was not all.

            “Shit!”  Lincoln rarely swore, and after that word he said no more.  They hurried to collect their things and get up on their horses.

            “They can’t have that much head start,” Captain Decker said.

            “This way,” Roland read the signs and lead the group.  The trail lead straight to the gate.  When they arrived, it was clear Mingus and Alexis had gone into the next time zone ahead of them.  Lincoln did not repeat his word.

            “I don’t like going into the next time zone in the dark,” Katie said, honestly enough.

            “Only eighty left,” Boston was thinking of something else.

            Captain Decker and Roland still thought they might catch them.  It was hard to tell what Lockhart thought.  No one was really paying attention as they nudged their horses through the gate and an orange-clad Gott-Druk stood from behind a boulder and followed them.

 

END OF SEASON 1

Avalon 1.12: The Name of the Game

            The next day they traveled in a slow but a steady pace.  The horses walked, and sometimes they walked the horses.  Boston commented that it looked to her like the Kairos was moving south because they were getting closer to the gate faster then she calculated they should.

            Mingus said nothing that day.  He stole occasional glances at Alexis who rode contentedly beside Lincoln, and Roland, especially when he nudged forward to ride beside Boston.  Lockhart noticed, but he was quiet as well.  In fact, since Captain Decker had taken the mantle of occasional quips, he found he had little to say.  He did not mind the conversation when Katie rode beside him, but otherwise he was as quiet as Mingus and so he did not think much about it.

            For lunch, they sheltered in a hollow full of trees.  The horses were let to wander for the first time, but they needed the grazing time and at some point they had to trust their instincts.  They knew they were each tied to their horse.  The horses would not wander off on their own, and since all around the hollow there was good pasturage and open fields so no predator could sneak up on them, they let them lunch as well.

            “I’m only sorry we don’t have something more scrumptious, like oats for them to munch on.”  Katie felt like talking, though she directed most of it toward Lockhart.

            “Apples would be nice,”  Boston suggested.

            “Or a sugar cube,” Lincoln decided.  “I could really go for a chocolate bar right now.  Alexis?”

            “I think you’re mean even bringing up chocolate.  I’m trying to break the habit.”

            “Well, I think I’ve decided,” Captain Decker said.  When they all looked at him, he spoke again.  “I think I’m going to call my horse Weber.”  Everyone understood that was commentary on the man, but Mingus spoke first.

            “You are naming your horse?”

            “Why not?  The women have all named theirs.”

            “Misty,” Alexis said of her gray.

            “Beauty,” Katie said.  “I liked Black Beauty when I was a child.”

            “Honey,” Boston said.  “Because he’s sweet.”

            The women looked at Lincoln.  “Cortez,” Lincoln mumbled the name before he spoke up.  “It was the name of a horse I once rode.”

            “Valiant,” Roland said with a look in Boston’s direction.  Mingus erupted.

            “Elves don’t name their horses.”  He stood.  “What is wrong with us?  Alexis, what is wrong with you, and Roland, too.  We are elves, not stinking mortals.  What are we doing here, hanging out with humans?  We are becoming just like them, foolish, stubborn and stupid.  I studied them and their history for centuries, and sure, some of them had to rub off on me.  Not to my betterment, mind you.  But I never expected it to pass on to my children.  Okay, so everything I studied was wrong –“

            “Not wrong, father,” Alexis interrupted.

            Mingus raised his hands.  “Okay, but terribly incomplete.  Most of what I learned is in the database there that pinhead is carrying.”

            “Father!”

            “He was a pinhead when you married him.  I don’t see any great changes since then.”

            “Father!”

            “Oh, Alexis.  Someone needs to wake you up.”  He threw his hands down and stomped off.

            “Roland,” Alexis spoke sharply and Roland hesitated half-way through standing up.  “He just has some steam to blow off.  Leave him alone.  It will pass.”  Roland sat down, and they were all quiet until Katie nudged Lockhart.

            “So, what are you naming yours?”

            “Dog,” Lockhart said.

            “Dog?”

            Boston laughed.  “You can’t name a horse dog.”

            Lockhart whistled and Dog came trotting right up to him.  “Any questions?  Time to go.”

            That afternoon, they paused at a distant sound, and Lockhart thought they had better play it safe.  “Cover,” he said, and they made for a stand of trees.  They dismounted and walked their horses into the stand and waited, eyes on the sky.  After a moment, they were not disappointed.  A shuttle of some kind passed overhead.

            “A step up from the one we saw in Odelion’s time,” Lincoln whispered, though he hardly had to whisper considering the whine the shuttle was making.

            “What do you think?”  Lockhart turned to the marine Captain with something else on his mind.

            “Definitely landing.  It is coming down somewhere ahead of us.”

            “Probably intend to cut us off and catch us just before dark,” Katie added.

            “So they have made us,” Lincoln said and stepped out from among the trees.

            “I would guess, yes.” Lockhart said as he followed and mounted.

            “So Roland and I need to take the point to try and find them before they find us,” Lincoln finished his thought, and added another.  “I’ve done this kind of work before.”

            Lockhart looked at Captain Decker, but the Captain shook his head.

            “I would be no help on horseback,” he admitted.

            Lincoln nodded, leaned over and gave Alexis a fat kiss on the lips and started out.  Roland stared back at Boston, but waited for Lincoln.  “The man is full of hidden talents,” Alexis said with a grin.  Mingus looked like he was not finished steaming yet.

            Lincoln came galloping back after only two hours.  There were still a couple of hours before dark, but he had a report.  “They are up ahead at the end of a long, open space.  At this end is a small hill and a great boulder.  Roland and I figure we can camp there, on this side of the hill.  We can tie off the horses with their backs to the boulder to protect them better in the night, and the hill should hide our camp and campfire.  Maybe we can meet them in the morning.”

            “Maybe when we don’t show up, they will come out to find us,” Captain Decker suggested.

            “And maybe they will leave because it isn’t us they are looking for anyway,” Lockhart countered.  “It’s a good plan, as far as it goes.”  So that is what they did.

            Of course, Lincoln had to have the final say for the night.  “You know I won’t sleep a wink knowing that they are there.” 

            Alexis just pulled him down to the blanket, pulled her blanket on top of them, curled up half on top of him and said, “Good night,” thereby getting in the actual final words.

Writerly Stuff: Thoughts on the Creative Process

            “Neither man nor God is going to tell me what to write.” – James T. Farrell, author of the Studs Lonigan trilogy.  That sounds high and mighty.  It is also naïve.  Creativity does not happen in a vacuum.  There are external forces at work.

            Christians might talk about being nudged by God or the divine or being inspired.  Secularists, even atheists might also talk about inspiration, though from another source.  That source might be nature or music or some mythical muse, but the point is creativity requires an external component. 

            All at once, something is seen in a new way.  It is serendipity.  There is an eureka moment, a kind of epiphany when the proverbial light bulb goes off.  Just like a story, there must be a spark to get things rolling, and that spark must be strong enough and sustained enough to see the project to completion. 

            Maybe Farrell never got his spark from the divine or from man, but I can assure you he did not create ex-nihilo.  The only thing that comes out of nothing is nothing.

            On the other hand, clearly there is also an internal component to creativity.  This is what bubbles up from our subconscious or unconscious mind.  It invariably looks very much like us, and if I may speak of writing for a moment, it is us that goes down on paper.

            That may be why so many writers treat their manuscripts like children and feel obliged to defend them to the death.  It is ourselves exposed on the page, in the painting, in the performance, in the building of the future, and any writer or artist or creative soul who tells you otherwise is either lying or ignorant.

            Creativity may need an external spark, but it never remains untouched by us – the creators.  Indeed, as I said, we invariably make it look like us.  Still, I would say creativity happens when something external and something internal bond in a new and unprecedented way.        What do you think?

Avalon 1.12: Night Maneuvers

            It was nearly dark when the travelers stopped for the night.  There was just time to build a fire and rub down the horses, using Captain Decker’s rope to tie them off for the night.  Everyone was tired, but excited about the horses.  The women had all ridden before.  Lincoln had ridden some during his time with the CIA, though he was not at liberty to say where or why.  The elves, of course, were more than capable riders though they preferred their own two feet.  Only Captain Decker and Lockhart had never ridden other than Lockhart’s one trip down the grand canyon on a donkey’s back.

            “I expect we will all feel it tomorrow,” Lockhart said.

            “Why wait for tomorrow?” Captain Decker asked and rubbed his backside.

            Still, they were happy knowing they would not have to walk all the way back to the twenty-first century.  All seemed well with the world, and though Lockhart insisted on the two man watch, they all felt they would get a good night’s sleep.  Naturally, they got nothing of the sort.

            It started about midnight when Alexis woke up to the sound of a baby crying.  It was far away and faint, but she heard it clearly.  She had just gone to sleep an hour earlier from first watch, so she knew it was not a dream.  There it was again, and she shook Lincoln.

            “What?” Lincoln was groggy.  He was just falling into a deep sleep.

            “Listen,” Alexis said.  “Can you hear that?”

            They listened but heard nothing.  Just before Lincoln said, go back to sleep, you were dreaming, the sound came again.  It was louder and still sounded like a baby’s cry, but there was something different about it – something off.  Alexis jumped up and found the two on watch, Lockhart and Mingus had heard it too.  They were side by side, staring at the line of trees in the distance.

            “It’s coming from inside the forest,” Lockhart pointed as Katie and Boston came up from the horses and Roland jogged in from the dark.

            “Night creatures,” Mingus named them.  Roland only had to nod to confirm.

            “They appear to be guarding the perimeter of the trees,” Roland reported.  “But whether that is to keep people out or keep the slaves in I cannot say.”

            “Let’s hope they don’t catch wind of us or the horses,” Katie spoke from behind.  “So far the horses don’t appear spooked by them.”

            “I don’t think they recognize that sound as a danger,” Boston suggested.

            “Catching wind of us won’t matter,” Lincoln said.  He read about them in the database earlier that evening.  “I skimmed through their information when I was on watch.  It appears they eat what is handy, like scavengers.  I’m glad we did not camp near the trees.  They only kill what is handy when they get hungry enough, but it also said they can go for a long time without eating.  Mostly it said they get or are given a scent and then they hunt, and they don’t stop hunting that one thing until they catch it or die.”  He looked up.  “When they are on the hunt, they ignore everything else.”

            “Given a scent?”  Alexis had to ask.

            “The text was unclear about that,” Lincoln admitted.  “My guess is whichever god brings them here from wherever they come can lay out what or who they want hunted.”

            “And god help the hunted,” Mingus concluded as the sound appeared to fade again in the distance and people returned to their beds.

            It was two in the morning, just when Lockhart was waking Roland and Captain Decker to take their shift, the horses did get restless.  Boston and Katie jumped right up.  “Better than watchdogs,” Boston said as she started with her own horse and worked her way down the line.

            “Something is moving around out there,” Mingus reported.  Lockhart  nodded and spoke.

            “Decker, that side.  Roland, this side.  Mingus and I will watch from the camp.  Don’t engage, just try to find out what it is and where it is headed.”  He knew Decker, the marine ranger and Roland the hunter were the two best suited for the work.  They nodded, both instantly wide awake, and headed out, silently.

            There was quiet for a few minutes which felt like hours before something stood only a few feet from Lockhart.  It was a bear, an exceptionally big one, and it looked like it wanted their leftovers.  Lockhart had his shotgun and did not hesitate, but it only appeared to make the bear mad.  It roared.  Alexis shouted.

            “Get out of there!” 

            Boston grabbed two horses to keep them from running off.  Lincoln shrieked and shuffled away from the beast.  Mingus ran back as several shots came from a marine rifle and put the beast down.  Lockhart needed to empty another shotgun slug to finish the job.  Then he looked around.  Boston, Lincoln and Alexis had the horses.  Katie Harper was right beside him with her rifle.

            “Thanks,” Lockhart said.

            “Anytime, Robert,” Katie responded with a look up at his face and in his eyes.

            Roland and Captain Decker immediately came back, of course, but their reports brought no comfort.

            “I guess this is what I heard,” Mingus pointed at the bear.  Both Roland and Captain Decker shook their heads in response.

            “I saw a man, essentially naked, who ran off into the distance at the sound of the gunfire.  I could not catch him and come back here at the same time,” Roland said.  “My guess is the wolfman.”

            “I saw movement near the trees,” Decker said flatly.  “It appeared to be human in shape but I could not get a good look.”

            “Great!”  Lincoln said once they dragged the bear carcass downwind and the horses were settled again.  “Something to look forward to running into tomorrow.”  Mostly, they ignored him.

            Everyone went to bed after that, except Captain Decker and Roland who went on watch.  The Captain headed to the tree side of the camp so he could keep an eye on the forest.  He got out his night goggles just in case.  Roland pulled his knife to skin the bear  and cut what he could for the next day.  The bear turned out to be a tough old beast, so they left most of it for whatever animals might stake a claim.  Probably the night creatures, he imagined, if any of the bear was still there the following night.

            It was four-thirty when the horses became unsettled again.  Boston huffed, “Now what?”

            Captain Decker was out on the perimeter.  He felt something he felt before and growled silently, slammed on his night goggles and headed out toward what he believed was the source.  Almost at once, he dropped to a knee and fired.  He felt fairly sure he did not hit anything, and then it was gone.  Naturally, when he got back to the camp he found everyone awake.

            “Ghoul.”  That was all he had to say.

            “Good, that’s everybody,” Lincoln said.  “Now I can get some sleep.”

            “That’s the trouble with being so popular,” Alexis said.

Avalon 1.12: Horses

            They had traveled that way before – by divine fiat – so the feeling of disorientation did not last long.  When they vanished from one part of the globe, they knew they would arrive elsewhere instantly and only had to adjust their mind and eyes to the change in scenery.  In this case it was easy because they remained on the undulating landscape, though a great forest was to their right and a man was nearby, down on his knees.  There was one thing, though, that caused all of them to wonder.  The field they were on was full of horses and a number of them had western style saddles and saddlebags. 

            “Oh, you just made it,” the man said as he got up from his knees.  “Mother must have sent you, and good thing.  I was just about to pass out.”

            “Nameless?”  Lockhart remembered the man, or rather the god from a past encounter.  It was the Kairos.

            “Good to see you again,” Nameless said.  “Good to see all of you, but now you must listen carefully before I go away and let Wlvn gift you.”

            “Gift?”  Lincoln asked.

            Nameless waved off the question and waved them in close.  “First, don’t go into the forest.  That area for miles belongs to the Titan at the center, and Loki assisting.  They have the territory ringed by forest and a one-way electric fence.  It is like a dog fence that keeps in dogs, but you don’t have to wear a collar.  It is keyed to humans.  You can pass through from this side, but will get scorched trying to pass through from that side.  You can see the old man,” Nameless pointed and some for the first time saw a man sleeping peacefully on a fine mattress.

            “Nice Mattress,” Katie whispered.  Her eyes were always on the technology of the times.

            “Compliments of mother Vrya,” Nameless nodded his head.  “He went unconscious racing through the fence on horseback.  The horse felt nothing, but the fence nearly killed him.”

            “And Wlvn?”  Lincoln asked.

            “He should be out cold,” Nameless admitted.  “But you first.  Now listen, here is the kicker, or two.  The Titan at the center has made an agreement, or Loki has, with the Gott-Druk.  They are his strong arm helpers and have the ships, shuttles and firepower to enforce the slavery of the people.”

            Several eyes looked around as Lockhart spoke.  “We may have a Gott-Druk from the future following us through the gates.  Maybe not.  That has not exactly been confirmed yet.”

            “We found him in Odelion’s time.”

            Nameless nodded.  “I remember, only it is the ones from this time that are your immediate threat.  They will be out in force looking for me – I mean Wlvn, and might pass on you, but no guarantees.  Then also, there are night creatures around.  They won’t bother you at all unless they are given your scent and you become their prey.  Then they won’t stop until they eat you.  And no, they are not native to this earth, though I have yet to fix a planet of origin.”

            “God help us if one of them starts after us through the gates,” Mingus said.

            “They can be killed,” Nameless assured them with a look at Captain Decker and Lockhart.  “But they are very dense creatures, almost all muscle and cartilage, so the bullets might not penetrate as much as you would like.  Also, they are smarter than any earth animal, so keep that in mind.”

            “And?”  Boston wondered if there was more.

            Nameless shook his head.  “Just the zombies chasing Wlvn, but I suspect they won’t bother you.  Oh, and watch out for Loki.”

            “Now the horses,” Alexis said.  She had her eyes on a gray.

            Nameless nodded, tossed some dust in the air and traded places with Wlvn so the dust fell on Wlvn’s head.  “Just a little godly magic to keep me conscious until we are finished.”

            “God of the horses?”  Lincoln was paying attention.  “But you are just human.”

            Wlvn nodded.  “Long story short.  When Poseidon lost the contest for Athens to Athena, he was not going to give the Athenians the horses for nothing.  He brought them to me.  He figured I would know what to do with them.  Then he laid hands on me and filled my mind with everything I needed to know about the care and handling of the beasts.  And he allowed that I could lay hands on others as well to spread that information quickly.  Knees, please.”

            No one understood what he was asking until Alexis got down on her knees.  Everyone followed her example.  Wlvn only said one more thing as he went from person to person and laid hands on each in turn.  “This is very draining.  If I was not due to go unconscious from the electric fence, I would certainly need to pass out after this.”  When he finished, he stepped back and let Nameless return in his place.  Everyone else marveled and tried hard to integrate this sudden influx of new knowledge.

            “Now don’t worry.  Wlvn already laid hands on the horses too.  They will recognize you all and know which of you they belong to.  Yes, Mingus,” Nameless spoke before Mingus could register his protest.  “You and Roland have horses as well, and you will ride with the others, so get used to it.”

            “But the saddles,” Lockhart started to speak, paused to consider his words, and spoke with sure and certain knowledge.  “They are from the nineteenth century.  Aren’t they a bit out of time?”

            “The horses are from the eighteen-seventies.  The saddles are a concession since hopefully you won’t be staying in a given time period for too long.  The horses are all sturdy mustangs, stallions from the old west – Marshal Casidy’s days.  He got them from a horse trader in the Dakotas.  Then Alice and I managed to bring them back here to this point.  Horses and the use of horses spread slowly across the old world, but begin here on the edge of the steppes.  These particular horses should not be startled by the sound of gunfire, hopefully never needed, and since they are also from the future they should be able to go with you into the future.”

            People went to their horses, also knowing which ones were theirs.  Lockhart got fancy.  He whistled and the horse went to him.

            “One more thought,” Alexis made everyone pause.  “How is Lady Alice?”

            “Confused.”  Nameless shook his head.  “My Storyteller is still missing, not dead so most everything is in confusion.  Avalon is whole,” he reassured the elves.  “But she can’t just bring you home and I can’t send you there.  I’m sorry.  You will just have to get home the hard way.”

            “Understood,” Lockhart said and he walked his horse north where Boston was waiting so he could check the direction.

            “Now, you all need to move on at least an hour from here,” Nameless continued.  “It would be better if old man Wlkn woke up none the wiser.  And me?  I have to pass out for a while.”  He watched the party mount, not expertly by any means.  “Good luck with your butts and legs for the first couple of weeks.  Knowing how to do something and doing it are two different things.  Good luck.”

            As they rode off, Nameless went back to his knees, traded places through time back to Wlvn who immediately went out cold and ate dirt.

Wise Words for Writers: Dreams & C. S. Lewis.

What is your dream?  What is your ideal life?  What is your purpose?  Are you truly called to write?  The question of calling, purpose, dream is a perfectly reasonable question and one that I believe is worth every writer’s (if not every person’s) time and attention.  Is writing your calling in life to where you cannot dream of doing or being otherwise?

Church people know what I am talking about.  Church people talk about being called by God, touched by God, nudged into a certain work or ministry.  They understand calling.  But even secular people talk about inspiration, being moved by their muse, being inspired to write by nature or certain music or moods, like werewolves with pens unable to resist writing under a full moon.

The idea of calling is simple.  Why are you here?  I don’t mean this as a deep philosophical question, but a simple one.  You are who you are by nature and nurture and has that made you a writer more than anything?  Has that made you so you cannot imagine doing anything else?

Follow your dream, people say.  And I agree with them.

The reason I ask is because it took me 50+ years to really figure it out for myself.  I am a storyteller, yes, but my dream now is to put all of these stories on paper.  Once upon a time in my life, I might have been a painter, sculptor or actor, director, or musician.  I might have been a scientist examining the fabric of life or seeking to set my foot on Mars.  I might have been a preacher and teacher to actually tell my stories.  I might have been an athlete when I was young.  I was very athletic in my youth.  But it turned out now I am none of those things.  I am a storyteller, yes, but especially a writer and my dreams all live in the stories I put to paper.

Writing stories is what I was made for, as we might say in the church.  And you?  Or should I say, what are you made for right now?  You may have a number of dreams at different points in your life, but what is it now?

You see, I don’t believe calling is a static thing.  Earlier in my life I might claim I was made for all of those other things I mentioned; only that was then and this is now..

I often imagine a ball player who might retire at age 35, but to what?  After the required number of years, he might make the Hall of Fame, but what does that mean if he believes his life and dreams are behind him?  So many such people fade away, and that is sad.  John Glen, on the other hand, aged out of the space program and went on to serve honorably in the Senate before he retired to the position of elder statesman.

Sad are those who outlive their dreams.  They are sad because so many don’t know what to dream next or even that they are allowed.  No one ever told them that dreams never go out of fashion.

And me?  At this point I don’t expect to be counted among the sad.  I expect my dreams will outlive me because they are all so much bigger than I am.

Listen, it took me fifty plus years of wilderness wandering just to figure out my calling.  I am called to write, to write these stories.  I am called to tell and share my stories, and I take my strength in this rather late day from the words of one of my favorite authors of all time.  He said, “You are never too old to set another goal or dream a new dream.” (C. S. Lewis).

Keep that in mind.  Where there is life there is hope.  It is never too late.  Is writing what you are called to do?  If not, I urge you to find your own dream and live it.

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Of course, knowing your calling and doing it well may be two different things…

Avalon 1.12: Recovery Time

After 4026 BC in “Russia,” near modern day Moscow.  Kairos: Wlvn, god of the horses

Recording…

              Lockhart, Lincoln, Captain Decker, Alexis and Katie all collapsed after passing through the gate.  It was only noon, but they were not going any further that day, and maybe the next.  Mingus and Boston set up the camp and got the fire started while Roland went out to hunt and gather what he could.  That evening over the fire, the five were still caught up in exhaustion.  They ate, not so frantically now, and spoke in quiet whispers.

              “When I fantasized about dancing naked under the moon, I imagined something a bit more romantic,” Alexis said as she snuggled up to Lincoln’s side.

              “I never imagined such a thing,” Lincoln admitted.  “Now even less.”

              I feel like I lost ten pounds,” Katie said.  She was young and in marine shape and hardly had ten pounds to lose.  “Not the way I imagined going on a diet.”

              Alexis nodded.  “The dance and starvation diet.  Not recommended for anyone over thirty.”  Captain Decker chose that moment to snore.

              “What about you, Lockhart.  You are very quiet.”

              Lockhart shook his head.  “Just tired.”  He looked at Roland who was sitting close to Boston.  They were not holding hands, but they should have been.  “You saw signs of no one,” he repeated an earlier question.  Roland had reported when he returned from the hunt, but he did not mind repeating himself as well.

              “No one,” he said.  “At least not recent.  People certainly passed through this valley at some point, but the fires are very old – perhaps fifty years or more.”

              “I imagine the earth population is still rather thin after Shinar,” Katie said.  “That was only five hundred years ago.”

              “Not even,” Lincoln spoke up.

              “Not even,” Katie nodded.  “Why?”  She directed that at Lockhart.

              Lockhart took a moment to look around, though he really could not see much in the dark beyond the firelight.  “Nothing,” he said, though clearly it was not nothing.

              “Never fear,” Mingus interrupted.  “My son and I will watch in the night, all night.  Elves can handle a night without sleep better than humans.  Besides, you went three days and two nights without any rest.  You need to recover or we won’t get very far.”  Lockhart nodded his agreement and thanks for the offer.  Roland objected.

              “Father.”

              “Besides,” Mingus finished his thought with a hard look at his son.  “Roland and I have some talking to do.”

              Alexis stole a glance at Boston, smiled and settled down beside her husband.

              No one and nothing bothered them in the night.  The moon was not right for the wolf.  They saw no orange clad Neanderthals sneaking around.  And probably because two elves working together could be a problem, the ghoul scout, if out there, and the bokarus, if still following them despite Faya’s bargain did not show themselves.  That did not mean the night was absent of fireworks.  By morning, Roland was not talking to his father which was fine because Mingus was not talking to his son, either.

              “We have to move, today.”  Lockhart decided.  There were several groans, but he knew, as did Captain Decker, that another day of just rest could be psychologically damaging.  They had a long way to go to get back to the twenty-first century and they did not need people dragging their feet.

              “Besides,” Captain Decker added.  “People are always capable of more than they think they are.”

              They walked slowly in the morning over rolling plains, pastureland and through occasional bits of trees.  Everyone thickened their fairy weave clothes and Lincoln made the only substantial comment in the group.

              “It says European Russia but it feels like late fall in New England.”

              Other than that, the only conversation was the whispers between Boston and Roland and everyone assumed that was private.  The others were too busy to talk, conserving their strength for the walk, except Mingus who was steaming about something.  They guessed it was Roland and Boston.

              Lunch was also a quiet affair.  People were still recovering and gathering their strength, but all thought the walk did them good.  Roland and Boston sat apart from the others and continued to talk softly and it looked to be getting serious.

              “So you finished school in record time,” Roland said.  It was something of a question.

              “I don’t know about record time,” Boston responded.  “I went to college when I was sixteen, after my junior year in high school, but I am not the only person who has ever done that.”  Boston looked down at her legs.  They were sitting on a bolder where she could let her legs dangle off a flat edge that dropped three feet to the ground.  “I finished college in three year which is not unusual either.  Then I got into a program where I could do both my master and PhD classes in another three years.  It was set up that way.  True, most people take four since they take a year to write their Master Thesis between the first and second year of classes.  I wrote mine over the summer.  Or actually, most people take six years since it is two years after the last classes to do a dissertation.  I did that in one year so I really took four to go through that program.”  Boston suddenly stopped talking.  She was babbling, and about herself.  She never did that.

              “And you never got involved with any boys during all that time?”

              “Boys?  I had – have some friends, sure.  I went out a few times, but who had time for that?  I was too busy studying my little brains off.”

              “If you had your PhD by the time you were twenty-three, I would say your brains are not so little.”

              “Twenty-four,” Boston said.  “I guess I am a smarty-pants.”  She slapped her palms against her thighs and Roland followed her hands with his eyes.  Boston watched him and her eyes got big when he smiled.  She slipped off the rock.  “I think I better go,” she said, and sought the security of the other women.  The kind of thoughts she was having scared her, and at the moment it was doubly bad since Roland was obviously having the same sorts of thoughts.

              “Hi, Alexis,” Boston said.

              “Sit down,” Alexis said.  “We need to talk.”  She made Lincoln go over and sit by Lockhart and the marines, all of whom snickered.  Lincoln just shrugged and pulled out the database.

              “I think you and I can be good friends.”

              Boston’s eyes got big.  “Oh, I don’t know.  I’m totally conservative and you’re totally liberal.  I don’t think we could agree on anything.”

              “What are you feeling?”  Alexis asked.

              “Scared,” Boston admitted.

              “It is totally scary and wonderful at the same time,” Alexis agreed.

              “But –“ Boston was not sure what to say.  She looked at Roland and thought of nothing bad, only, “he can be such a doofus.”

              Alexis also looked at Roland and then back at Boston.  “He’s my brother.  It wouldn’t be fair for me to comment.  But look at what I married.”  She nodded in Lincoln’s direction.  Boston looked briefly and had a question.

              “What is wrong with us?”

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              They stopped a couple of hours early, but the point was made for them all.  They would move in the morning and get back to the routine of regular days soon enough.  It looked like a good site, being in a sheltered hollow with trees on two sides.  The wind had picked up and it was chilly.  The boulders made a good windbreak.

              “And plenty of fuel for the fire,” Mingus said.  It was about the first thing he said all day.

              “So we stop,” Lockhart agreed and he just got his backpack off when they had an unexpected visitor.  A woman appeared out of nowhere.  No one doubted she was a goddess, though she had her divine nature toned down sufficiently so no one felt obliged to drop to their knees.  What is more, she held a young girl in her arms and had two young boys of maybe nine and eleven years in tow and they all looked human enough.

              “You can’t stop yet,” she said.  “My son has something to give you.”  She raised a hand and everyone vanished from that spot.

Avalon 1.11: Brazen Salvation

              The travelers with Silenus did not have to knock on the giant door.  Kartesh appeared in their midst and said Saturn was sleeping some of it off.  “But he will be right back at it if we don’t administer a cure.”  She curtsied to Silenus.

              Silenus said, “Tut, tut woman,” and held out the jar.  Kartesh took it, opened it without asking permission, put a touch on her finger and touched it to her tongue.

              “Ipecac,” she called it by name though no one had mentioned that name.  “This might help.”

              Silenus raised his eyebrows.  “You are as bright and insightful as I have heard, indeed.  And by the way, you have very nice friends.”

              “Actually, she’s my boss,”  Boston said.

              “Our goddess,” Mingus added with his hat in his hand and an elbow in Roland’s ribs.

              They looked at the centaur, but he was clearly having a hard time just keeping up with what was going on.

              “I thought we might get him to take it in some of this lovely wine young miss Boston told me about,” Silenus suggested.

              Kartesh gave Boston a hard look, but Boston shrugged.  “I had to bargain.  Was I wrong?”

              “No,” Kartesh said.  “4000 BC is about right for wine, but I’m not sure it appears in this part of the world for another two thousand years or so.”  She looked at Silenus.  She saw him rubbing his hands.

              “A secret.  I like secrets, and I am very good at keeping them.”  He grinned as broadly as he could, and it was much too broad for a human face.

              Kartesh said no more.  She lifted her hand and a goblet of wine appeared.  She poured the ipecac into the wine and stirred it with her finger much as Boston had.  Then she said, wait here, and vanished.  It was only a few moments before they heard a roar.  “Woman.  What have you done?  You have poisoned me!”

              A moment later, the giant hovel vanished and left two elves, one centaur and one young woman staring at each other because Silenus had, perhaps wisely vanished as well.

              “Now what do we do?”  Boston asked, but no one answered as they waited in that place for over an hour.

              “I’m hungry,” Boston finally added, and they trudged back to their camp where they had lunch in silence.

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              Saturn was regular, human size when he threw-up, thank God, Kartesh thought.  She made a wet washcloth in her hand and then risked everything.  She traded places through time with a woman – an ordinary, human woman with long red hair brushed back from her forehead to keep it out of her eyes.

              “There, there,” the woman cooed to Saturn and she gently wiped his forehead and cleaned his face.

              “Woman.”  Saturn looked up expecting to find Kartesh but instead he found someone else, someone he had never seen before.

              “Valencia,” the woman gave her name softly as she put her free hand to Saturn’s cheek and put her lips to his in an equally gently kiss.  Saturn’s eyes went wide for a second.  He saw the look in her eye and suddenly wanted to do more with this woman than merely kiss.  Sadly, vomiting took precedence.

              The woman never left him, and Saturn was never so grateful.  In fact, he never had reason to ever be grateful to anyone or anything ever before.  It was all new to him as was being sick to his stomach, even if every feeling he was feeling was not new.  She held his sides to keep him steady.  She wiped his face and cooled the back of his neck with her soft breath, blowing away the rise in temperature he felt as he emptied his guts.

              When she leaned over him to wipe his brow once more and coo in is ear, Saturn caught sight of her young, full and inviting breasts and decided he had enough of this throwing-up business for a while.  “Who are you?”  He only thought it polite to ask.

              “I am a woman you will know and have many centuries from now after I am born.”

              “But you are human.  Wait, after I am born?  You are the Egyptian?”

              Valencia let her lips turn up just a little.  “I am the woman Kartesh will become some day if you let her go.  There is no telling who I will become if you keep her trapped here much longer.”  She could almost see the gears grinding in Saturn’s head.  He put a hand to his head and squinted.

              “Why does my head hurt?”

              “That would be the hangover, lover.”  Valencia raised her free hand and gently brushed back the hair from his eyes.  He looked at her again.

              “I think I’m in love.”

              “We may talk about love some day,” she conceded that much.  “But right now I think you are in lust.”

              “That too,” he said.  He leaned forward to kiss her and the hand in his hair went to the back of his head so Valencia could draw him in and kiss him back with all the passion in her heart.  Saturn responded as any man would.

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              Back in the camp, five people appeared, laid out on their own blankets, unconscious, but alive.  No one dared to wake them nor could they if they tried.  Those five remained unconscious and passed into a deep sleep as the sun set.  It was close to ten the next morning before the first one woke.

              “Food.”  Captain Decker reached out.  Boston and Roland were cooking up a feast and the smell of it had finally opened some eyes.

              “Slowly.  Chew slowly,” Boston scolded.  “You haven’t eaten in three days.”

              “That was the strangest dream,” Lockhart said with a quick glance at Katie.  Roland and Boston had turned everyone’s clothes back to the way they had been before the incident, so there was no embarrassment from nakedness.  What they might remember from what they saw when in the dream state, though, was hard to tell.

              “Like a dream,” Mingus nodded.  “But completely real.”

              Alexis gasped.  “What power could do such a thing?  That would take enormous, almost ultimate power to completely overwhelm me – no offense to Katie and the men.”

              “She does have the magic,” Roland reminded everyone before Mingus answered his daughter’s question.

              “Pan.”  He only had to say one word.

              Alexis nodded.  That had to be it.

              “So what is it with Saturn?”  Lockhart asked.  He was still processing his experience.

              Mingus answered him.  “As I understand the story, When Zeus and his siblings rose up and killed Chronos, Saturn was trapped.”

              “I thought they were the same person, Saturn and Chronos I mean,” Boston said.

              Mingus shook his head.  Saturn is Zeus’ grandfather, he is the father of Chronos.  Anyway, he was given Italy since it was relatively depopulated, but he is trapped here.  He is the master of passive-aggressive behavior, though.  He insists when anyone comes to Italy, they have to have different names.  Zeus he calls Jupiter.  Poseidon he calls Neptune.”

              “Hera is still Hera,” Katie pointed out.

              “I said he was passive-aggressive,” Mingus responded.  “I did not say he was stupid.”

              Kartesh chose that moment to appear in the camp.  “Can you walk?”  That was her first question.

              “I don’t honestly know,” Lincoln said and dragged himself to his feet.

              Kartesh waved her hand and everything was packed and ready to go.  “Unfortunately, you have to walk,” she said.  “No, Boston, I didn’t miss anything.  Lest you forget, I was the one who packed your things in the first place – or Alice was.  Anyway, Saturn and Silenus are plotting.  I am going fifty miles south to be beyond Pan’s reach and that should bring the gate fifty miles in your direction.  Boston?”

              Boston pulled out her amulet.  “That should just about do it,” she said.

              “Good, hurry,” Kartesh finished her thought.  “Before Saturn changes his mind.  And I can’t escape this place until after I am sure you are all safe.”  She vanished again.  Boston kept an eye on the amulet as it adjusted the distance.  She stood when the gate was only a hundred yards off.

              “Come on,” she said, not removing her eyes from the amulet.  “I think we better hurry.”

              There were groans, but everyone got up well enough to stumble, and Truscas had a comment as they walked.  “I am sorry I won’t be able to go with you.  But I have more than enough to think about and teach to my younglings.”

              “You mean about being so close to the gods?”  Mingus asked.

              “You mean about the wine, or about the Kairos?”  Roland wondered.

              “No.”  Truscas lifted his head and looked at Boston.  “About the wisdom that can come from the human mind and heart, even a very young woman.  You are Sophia.”

              Boston appreciated the compliment.  Katie Harper and perhaps Lincoln imagined that Sophia had not yet been born.

              Boston stopped when she bumped into Roland.  Roland looked down at her and agreed with the centaur.  “You are Sophia,” he said, and he kissed her, and she kissed him right back in front of everyone.  Some smiled, but Mingus turned red.  The words, not again lit his face, but at least they did not come out of his mouth.

Avalon 1.11: Silenus

            Roland got up early in the morning and salvaged as many of the vines he could from the wreckage of their box project.  He wove the vines together into a fine net and let his father Mingus and Truscas clear away their ill conceived trap.  By the time the clearing was once again relatively cleared of the debris, Roland was nearly finished with his weaving.  He sent the older men out to gather more vine.  In particular, he needed four long vines.

            “I think we’ve cleared a square mile of vines,” Mingus commented on his return.  Boston was there with the rope from Captain Decker’s pack and Truscas came in a short while later with the last of the long vines.  Then Roland got to work in earnest. 

            He needed Truscas to bend a bigger tree than he liked, but they had cut all the nearby saplings.  He tied the rope to the tree and the long vines to the rope on one end and the net on the four corners.  He held the tree down with a last vine that he found and stretched it tight across the center of the net.  Then he covered the net with leaves and made everyone keep back, especially the Centaur.  One trip on that vine in the center and the net would be pulled straight up, trapping whatever was inside.

            As a final precaution, Roland cast a small spell to ward off any innocent animals who might be tempted to cross the clearing.  Then they headed back to camp to wait.  Boston had a fine lunch ready, including some warm bread.  That was when they all felt better, and Truscas marveled at the bread. 

            “Magic?”  Truscas wondered about it.

            “Yes,” Boston lied like an elf before either elf could lie for her.

            Once again, they did not have to wait long before they heard “Aye-Aye, Yip!”  Then they heard Silenus in the clearing.  He shouted, “Ingenius!”  this time, the three men walked carefully to a position where they could watch.  They saw Silenus deliberately kick the trip vine.  The trap sprung and he was caught.  He swung wildly because the tree was too big, but the whole time he shouted “Weeee!”

            The three stepped out from the trees when the net stopped swinging, but then Silenus dripped himself through the spaces in the net like a glass of wine through a strainer and he reformed again on the ground.  He shook a finger at the three, grinned and waved at Boston and ran back into the woods faster than they could follow.  Mingus only had one thing to say.

            “Dig.”

            Boston shook her head while they used the lumber they had cut and some stones to dig a hole in the earth.  It took all afternoon with Truscas hauling the dirt away in a couple of baskets Roland hastily wove out of the net.  When the hole was six feet deep and about six feet long and wide, Mingus covered it over with branches and leaves.

            “I’m tired,” he said when he was done.  “I need a night’s sleep.”  And he did that.  In fact they all did that and without bothering to eat supper.

###

            By the end of the second night, Katie and Alexis could hardly keep moving.  Everything hurt, and while the pain helped clear their minds a little, they were so deep into the dance by then, they hardly knew what else to think.  Lockhart, Lincoln and Captain Decker were also up and moving, and without having any sleep in forty-eight hours, Lincoln felt he was hallucinating.  It was near noon on the next day, at about  sixty hours when he was the first to collapse.  Even unconscious, his arms and legs continued to move like a puppet to the music.  Two thing did happen before that, though.

            For one, Kartesh finally got Saturn to a sufficient sobriety, or at least awake state where she could talk sense to him and feel he honestly heard her.  Whether he would listen or not was another issue.

            “I don’t know how the centaurs and fauns and the others stand it for a whole month, but normal human flesh and blood is not made to go without sleep and without food for a whole month.”

            “But Kartesh.  The human element is adding such spice to the dance.  I have never heard Pan and his helpers play so well.  There is something truly great going on with your friends in the mix.

            “But you are killing them!”  Kartesh shouted.  Saturn heard but did not want to hear.  He wanted some more grapes.

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            It was around eight o’clock, with the sun well up in the sky when they heard the “Aye-Aye, Yip!” followed by “Blithering Genius!”

            The less than enthusiastic men went carefully to the clearing and saw the branches over the trap removed.  They got excited to think that something actually worked.  They inched up to the hole expecting to see Silenus trapped in the bottom and were surprised to see it empty.  Suddenly, the hole got bigger.  Truscas fell in.  Mingus grabbed on to the lip, but it shook him off and he slid to the bottom.  Roland jumped back and began to run around the edge of the clearing while the hole followed him.  He got caught when the hole disappeared and reappeared in front of his moving feet.

            Boston came to the edge of the clearing and tried not to laugh, though it was a sight to see Truscas from the arms up and the top of Roland’s head.  Mingus was not tall enough to stick out.

            “Yip-Yip.” Silenus was across the clearing, staring at her.

            “Yippie!” Boston shouted back.  A serious expression crossed Silenus’ face before he smiled and shouted back.

            “Yappy!”

            “Yahooo-ee!” Boston responded appropriately.  The next thing she knew, Silenus was beside her, his arm around her shoulder.

            “I like you,” he said.

            After a brief moment of shock, Boston responded.  “I think I like you, too.”

            “I love your red hair,” Silenus continued.  “It is an unique color and I love what you have done with it.”

            Boston was growing it out, not that she had a choice.  It was not as short as it had been, but she thought for the moment it was rather scraggly.  She could only respond politely.  “Thank you.”

            “We could retire to my boudoir.”

            “Sir, I have a young man,” Boston looked down at her feet for a second.

            “Oh, I see,” Silenus responded

            Afraid she might lose him, Boston leaned over and kissed the man on the cheek.  “But I think you are sweet.”

            Silenus raised his eyebrows before he smiled again.  “I see.  Fatherly type.  To be honest, I might prefer a young man myself.”  Boston did not flinch.  “Grape?”

            Boston raised a hand.  “No thank you.  My mother does not approve of me drinking.”

            “Silly mother,” Silenus said as he turned them to walk toward the hole.

            “A little help here.”  They heard Mingus’ voice.

            “But now, I assume all of this is because you want something of me,” Silenus became as serious as the fat drunkard could be.

            “Yes,” Boston said, turning to the god.  “My friends are trapped in the dance and Kartsh says Saturn is the only one who can set them free.  She thought you might have some way of sobering him up, at least temporarily.”   She saw Silenus put his hand to his goat-skinned cloak as if feeling for something, but he said nothing so she said nothing.

            “Your friends?”

            “Humans like me.  Kartesh says the dance will kill them.  Please.”

            Silenus appeared to think for a minute.  “That Egyptian woman is said to be very smart.  She is…” he snapped his fingers as if trying to remember the word.

            “The Kairos,” Roland offered.

            “Exactly.  Goddess of time.  They say she knows the future.”

            “We are from the future and trying to get back there.”  Boston could hardly keep the desperation out of her voice.  Silenus put that serious expression on his face again.

            “You and the elves and no doubt the friends you want to save, but the centaur belongs here, I believe.”

            “A good person who was kind enough to help us in our time of need,” Boston said.

            Silenus looked down at the centaur.  He snapped his finger and the three in the hole shot up in the air while the hole closed itself up beneath their feet.  “At the risk of sounding like an elf, what’s in it for me?”  Silenus asked.

            “I need a cup to show you,” Boston said.  She was prepared for this possibility.  She lifted her hand and a crude wooden cup that was more like a bowl appeared.  She took the grapes from Silenus’ hand, squeezed them and allowed the juice to flow into the cup.  She stirred it with her finger while Silenus watched carefully.  Then she got the canteen from her side and added a little water and stirred it again.  When it was as ready as she could make it, she handed it to Silenus.  He took it carefully and sniffed it.

            “Nice bouquet,” he said before he put it to his lips.

            “It’s called wine and it has no seeds or stems.”

            “Interesting,” Selinus liked it and stood still while Boston thought through the wine making process, what she knew of it.  She knew Silenus was following along in her mind.  “Interesting,” Silenus said when she was finished.  “You humans are very clever.  Sometimes I think the gods don’t give you nearly enough credit.”

            “So you will help us?”  Boston tried not to plead. 

            Silenus looked up at the centaur once before he looked back at Boston.  “Never let it be said a centaur was kinder than the god.”  He smiled and pulled a clay jar from his clothing.  “A formula I developed in case I ever got drunk.  I call it Ipecac.  It may do the trick, but I think I had better administer it.”  With another snap of his fingers, they found themselves once again standing outside that giant door.